Arrows and Acres: KNOCK KNOCK biological clock!!!!

So to make a long story short... My last menstrual period was in January 2008...

JANUARY 2008!!!!

I got pregnant the month after that and in October 2008 had J-Bear....

I breastfed until I went into hospital in March 2009 had mass doses of Prednizone (which dried up my milk) and then the next month I got pregnant with Birdie (Born January 2010) ...

and since then...

NOTHING...

I am still breastfeeding... maybe three times a day... sometimes once a day...

But not cycle... so a few months ago i went to the doctor and he told me to go ON BIRTH CONTROL... as a means of regulating my cycle... he said try it for a month and see if it kick starts your system..

So i did... a few months have passed and nothing..

I returned to the doctor this week...

He gave me THREE MONTHS of birth control... he said if i take it and it doesn't come back after that he will send my to a specialist.

So.. at least i KNOW i will NOT have a baby until AT LEAST July 2012.

I will be almost 32 then...

But I would rather put in the three months now then have this go on another three months and have to start here then... So for 90 days I am not going to worry about it, Not going to hope, not going to run for a pregnancy test every time i vomit, or feel like vomiting. I am going to wait, sort through things and decide... Do i want this stuff to sit in my basement for at least another year and a bit or should it be put to use elsewhere... I could do a lot of space clearing if i got rid of some baby stuff.

Did i mention how much i hate the adoption laws in Saskatchewan...

I will be almost 32 then!

So some space clearing is in the future. Hoping for a very merciful God and a healthy future..

I was thinking i should take this opportunity to get my body in tip top shape...

BUT

its raining and the kids broke all my earphones so i cant listen to my ipod....

So that's out....